superbetsy

superbetsy @ 2009-12-21T01:57:00

2009-12-21T07:57:45Z

I cant forgive him and I don't want to leave him.

superbetsy @ 2009-08-30T09:32:00

2009-08-30T14:31:42Z

im going to hold on to summer for as long as i can. everyone should have an underwater camera! Isa and i were playing with mine the other day.
Im trying to take a third four-hour-class. im 2 of 2 on the waitlist everyone cross your fingers!
last night i went to a potluck where there were dogs...i miss my puppies terribly now! Somehow austin and corpus need to be combined into one city.

superbetsy @ 2009-08-27T11:55:00

2009-08-27T16:54:56Z

life is pretty good, only thing missing is my boyfriend... but my room mates are great!
I've been hanging out with people, going to exciting new places, and cooking up a storm in my little kitchen.
ill post pictures of my new apartment, as soon as we finish decorating. im a little scared to put holes in the walls, but im going to.

WAIT A MINUTE. PHILIP OWES ME A PAINTING.

brb

superbetsy @ 2009-05-05T23:32:00

2009-05-06T04:30:54Z

nothing sums it up.

superbetsy @ 2009-04-24T00:16:00

2009-04-24T05:15:21Z

I AM SO GOING HOME THIS WEEKEND.

superbetsy @ 2009-04-22T23:09:00

2009-04-23T04:12:49Z

i miss my boyfriend.
I wish everyone liked me and treated me nicely. I think I'm very naive.

Does anyone have awesomer roomies than me? I think not.
I'm scared of design school. I like studio things.

I've been annoyingly sad lately.
Pin hole camera will cheer me up, I hope. I think i'm chemically unbalanced. Do you well up during commercials too?

superbetsy @ 2009-04-19T21:46:00

2009-04-20T02:45:13Z

I have no austin friends. ALL OF YOU : MOVE TO AUSTIN

you don't need to comment. this one's for me.

2009-04-16T16:06:18Z

oh, sorry. I misspoke. I am only slightly Christian. There, is that better?

"Accept him (or her) whose faith is weak, without passing judgment on disputable matters.(...) for God has accepted him. who are you to judge someone else's servant? To his own master he stands or falls. And he will stand, for the Lord is able to make him stand"
Roman 14

Its gonna be a great day.

sorry!

2009-04-13T19:31:46Z

please notice when people are uncomfortable. It would be really nice not to hear some things. I'm not trying to be rude, but I'm very creative. My imagination doesn't always let me steer. And I'd rather not have those images in my head!

so I'm a prude, I respect you don't I?

weekend of michelle

2009-04-01T00:56:20Z

SO MUCH FUN
king tut exhibit, fort worth zoo, dallas aquarium, new dress, new boots, wonderful wonderful. If you want to have a super awesome time go on adventures with the Clements family. I love Michelle. Even when she is grouchy.
MY DRESS WAS EIGHT DOLLARS.
corpus this weekend!

<<<<33333

2009-03-23T03:45:56Z

All things considered, that was a pretty damn good spring break. Time to get back on track.

You should see my succulent collection, man. Its cool. Almost as cool as MJ's cornrows! Now i can't sleep. And im watching the 5th element and eating salsa. I hope you all had a good time, and were safe!

Keep up the good work.

superbetsy @ 2009-03-09T13:45:00

2009-03-09T18:44:35Z

And that my friends, was a very good weekend. With only a few minor mishaps, pretty good, pretty good.
I want to have a ton of pictures when I get back from spring break. As well as a killer tan.

I seem to have trouble getting from acquaintance to friend? I'm too awkward socially. Any solutions?

PLANS:
get oil changed on my car
finish Sylvia's drawing
Paint mom's ceiling beam
Visit Isa and have Isa visit me
Look into getting a job at a nursery this summer
have all my plants survive this week
reintroduce Daniel to my family
make cupcakes that look like people i know
draw something using my feet
estate sales with granny
KILLER TAN ( i just miss my freckles man its weird)

I don't know why I cage my plants

2009-02-28T04:14:32Z

but I know they'll never leave.

superbetsy @ 2009-02-27T20:54:00

2009-02-28T02:57:47Z

I am so excited to move out of my dorm. I'm going to spend the summer doing wonderful things. look out awesome town! here i come!

superbetsy @ 2009-02-24T22:25:00

2009-02-25T04:26:06Z

I am quite well.
how are you?
<3

superbetsy @ 2009-02-17T20:11:00

2009-02-18T02:11:44Z

why are boys
so dumb.

I FEEL TERRIBLE ABOUT THIS

2009-02-05T03:57:41Z

So I asked someone i knew from Corpus who lives in my dorm if it wouldnt be too much trouble i'd really appreciate help moving my tv in my room. Just whenever you have free time its not a big deal, i can ask someone else if its too much trouble.

I had been trying to get people to help me for a while, i asked my brother, my room mates boyfriend, but it had been months, and i didnt think he would mind. My family has done alot for him, and sadly, I dont have a lot of options in Austin, im horrible at making friends. I figured he would make me feel the least awkward, and i kind of know him. Frankly we've never been friends, but when i think of him I always think of this one time he was really open and sweet when he was locked out of his van at the beach.

I facebooked him, because i thought he could always pretend he hadnt gotten the message if he didnt want to come. I reiterated that it wasnt a big deal.

He comes, he stands 8 feet away from the door like hes ready to leave if i dont come quick enough, he spends literally, less then two minutes inside my dorm, picks up the television like its nothing (i like watching boys carry things) and then hes already closing the door behind him as im thanking him, asking if i can pay him in easy mac. Weird. next two days im invisible, not even the nod i usually get when i see him.

I just learned from a mutual friend, that he was pissed that "i made him take the elevator 14 FUCKING floors"

superbetsy @ 2009-02-02T18:43:00

2009-02-03T00:43:31Z

what ever happened to Phil of the Future? He was so cute.

ramble scramble

2009-02-01T20:37:04Z

I wont have a Valentine this year. I'm proud of my latest hidden design, you should see it. Cameron probably wont want me to show people. Cameron is the best. Daniel visited me yesterday. How come some people think I'm so cool and Daniel thinks i'm boring? Can I learn to be interesting? Why do I have to change and he doesn't? Where can I go camping in Austin? I got invited to a camp dance, but the more i think about it the more i dont want to go. I spent a month there and I bet only 5 people outside of the kitchen know my name. I just want to see Sally, but I also don't want to see Sally, I dont want her to worry about me. I'm the worst in my Drawing class and I don't know why. Isabella called me a drawer, but if im a drawer who cant draw then who am I? I hate my digital class. And not just because its chock full of pretty girls, but because so far, they dont seem like theyre going to be friends with me. I want curly hair, I want a tattoo, i want a house, I want to get married if only so i cant be dumped with a few words in a text message. Im sad and I dont know why. I have good friends, good grades. I dont know what im going to do this summer. I dont want to know. I have to draw my closet. I dont want to i have so many clothes. I find my room mates hair everywhere. i found a dime and a penny yesterday, but i cant tell which is which they are very dirty. I love going to goodwill with isabella. i hate going to school now. I have to pack a lunch because i have back to back classes from 8 to 2. my medicine makes my face feel chapped and windburned. i need a new watch. i want to be taken to the movies. I want to go on dates without having to date anyone. I made a new friend. I feel like people who knew betsy & daniel dont want to hang out with just betsy. i wish boys liked talking about their feelings, i always thought that cliche wasnt a real problem. i like my hair now, i think it will look good when its long. i think its actually going to be long. I have to draw my closet now.

oh yeah! and i might live with Michelle Silva next year. I think it could be fun. Does anyone who knows both of us know any reason why that would be a bad idea? I haven't hung out with her since middle school lol

well shoot

2009-01-28T04:39:27Z

I think I have a pretty easy life. I think that the only problems I have are created by me. I know how to fix them, but I chose not to. And I'm very very sorry.

I must enjoy being miserable. That's the only answer. gah. stupid

OKAY so

2009-01-19T03:53:43Z

I found a terrarium online, it was a foot tall, no lie eight hundred dollars, AND SOLD OUT.

If anyone would like to buy a terrarium from me, I could do that.

superbetsy @ 2009-01-12T11:57:00

2009-01-12T18:06:44Z

My new years resolutlion is to go out with friends. Im terrible at keeping in touch with people, I wont call unless I have something I know they want to do so I can try not to be a bore, BUT plans are boring. And they never work. So im just going to call and be like "How are you? What are you doing? Would you like to do that with me?"
Im also going to find a church
And do my homework
And Im not going to jump into relationships.

I just keep coming back to Daniel again and again

okay so (whine whine whine)

2008-12-31T18:18:16Z

When do I get to wear mom pants and scrunchies and no makeup and not care about how i look? Do I have to have kids for that? I mean and still feel okay about myself.

I can't wait to be old. Really old. When no one expects me to be attractive.

superbetsy @ 2008-12-28T19:59:00

2008-12-29T01:56:11Z

DO I LOOK LIKE IM TWELVE

:(

2008-12-12T19:48:56Z

waaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh